First leaf falling

Sometimes, u wonder why leaves fall with such ease, painting such a peaceful picture.

Sometimes, u wonder why leaves die as they fall, breathing their last just before they snap and fall

Sometimes, i like to think if a falling leaf falls on my hand when i reached out, my dream comes true.

Sometimes, when you are given something, you wish you din have it.

Sometimes, when things come easy to you, you wished you learnt to hold it as though it's difficult.

Sometimes, when things seem to go wrong, you tell yourself to brace yourself and that it will soon be right.

Sometimes, you want things to stay the way they are, but you know things will never stay the same way, and change is what you ought to adapt.

Today, i went for my like 3rd meeting with my new department. I think it's a highly challenging field, much more into the business aspects, more involved with the management and i guess it's something i'm looking forward and yet afraid. Afraid to screw up, afraid to take that tumble. Afraid to start anew.